It just never ends...shut up brain

Yeah, it's true I'm depressed for lack of a girl. Of course, it goes back to the first problem, I guess. I need God in my life. I'm only wanting a girl so bad because I miss the relationship with God that is no longer there. Once I restore that relationship, there won't be as much of a need, but yet it will also make it easier for me to relate with people. Here's my little "experiment." - I'm gonna leave myself a note to read the Bible in the morning. I'll see if that doesn't just turn my day around. After a long talk with Josh, I think that's what I need to do.