Overthinking

I didn't lie yesterday when I decided that I wasn't able to enjoy Cornerstone as much as I could because I was thinking too much and worrying. I wouldn't admit to myself that the thing that was bothering me most was my lack of a girlfriend. I know I can trust God to have someone great in store for me. He's provided me with everything good in my life. I just lose trust because it isn't happening now. It's very depressing. That feeling is lingering. I can't give up and I can't settle for less than the best. I have to find some way of letting go if it for now, though. I need to leave it in God's hands.